Who Am I

Today morning one question raised by my inner voice.
It is stupid.When it dont have anywork then it teases me like this.
It asked me one question.ie

Who are you?

and put some deadline to find the answer

I was shocked.I am now 25 years old, a q like this I ever thought.
Then I have started the search.

It begins here.

Yes I wanna know who am I?
What the purpose I am on this earth is for?
Eat sleep drink talk earn enjoy then then DIE yes die ........... anything else????????
Yes I wanna know anything else.. anything else??

I am in the search of it.
Hope I will find it soon.......

Want a friend who have similar thoughts

Yes, I want a friend who belive in Gita and vedanta and this transient world.
I have been trying to understand the Gita and its essnce but all efforts are in vain.
I want a friend who can play many roles like guide, philosopher, teacher.
I cant wait more.
Our lives are transient.God! Help me.

In search of freedom

Most of the countries in world are democratic, so people have rights like right to speak, expresssing views.. etc.So one has said to be having freedom in such a country or place.
I live in India, but do I have freedom? I think not.
I am under the control of many things while at work.When I walk on the road I keep thinking someone is watching at me or else someone or something I watch.I am under the control of it.
I am mechanical most of the times, even at home.I like to be alone most of the times, but my parents say that's not good.Where is freedom.
What's good what's bad?
We dont know when we die.We dont take anything with us after our death.
This is fact, and it's the hardest thing on earth one hate to remind.
We know at some point in our life we may die, still we act like this is the thing of mine, and that's the thing of yours.
To whom actually that thing belongs? Did we bring it while coming to this earth.
I am in search of truth.
Truth alone persists. It's independent of religion, cast, people, things, anything in the universe.
So I think knowing truth is sufficient for a humanbeing.
I want a freind who has similar thoughts like me, I am selfish, I am imposig this rule.
Will meet again.

Wanna know why I am stupid?

I know life is short and unpredictable.
Still I am searching for job, eating, sleeping, watching movies, surfing net.......
Manytimes I am thinking why I am doing all these? for what? for whom?
Why we should live. To live we want money, parents, friends many more things.
Dont think about me as bored of life or failures.
I am calm going human being.
But these thoughts always haunting me.
When I felt sad of anything usually I think like this.
So only when I am sad I think like this. Thats y I am stupid fellow.
Do u agree?U must agree.Agree..... I beg u to agree.
Will meet again